When I go to sleep, I wake in different places.
I find myself standing in a grave yard alone.
Its cold empty and dark
No sign of hope.
I begin to sink in the grave.
Despair takes hold of me,
My body numb and frozen
I no longer have strength to fight death.
Now even in my wake death follows me
You now begin to suck the joy out of my life
You are no longer a dream but a reality.
Friends don’t know, how my soul pains
Hope is far from my sight but I still see
A sigh glimmer at a distant.
Now in my wake I see death everywhere
The storms are closing me in.
The sea is pulling me under.
The hangman ties a noose on my neck.
I prepare to take my final breathe
The light that was only a glimmer has enveloped me.
My bones are filled with new strength.
Wings grow from my back, and lift me up.
The noose on my neck breaks
The deep water lose their hold over me
As my wings lift me to new heights.
When I now go back to sleep.
The grave is gone.
The cold has left.
And Death is nowhere in sight.
He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak
Even the youth go tired and weary and the young men stumble and fall. But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength
[There are times where we don’t even know what we are going through, Or why we are going through what we are going through, but our Hope in God is what helps us get though it]
I stand in darkness
No light to see what’s ahead of me
And behind me.
My heart pounding
Fighting to stay alive
A little longer.
Hope flitting day in and out.
How long can I hold on
Is it almost Friday.
My head yearns to find a place
To lay my head.
Rest and a place of peace
A place where joy abounds
And there is no darkness in sight.
‘the times your really missing spending time with God😥 and hopelessness trying to swipe you of your feet’
My blood boils
My heart yarns for more
Your love is an ocean that never runs dry
From the top of my head to the
Soul of my feet will seek your face.
You are the first thought in my wake
And the last thought when I sleep.
Drench my soul with you love
For the Lamb was slain.
For The Christ was put to death.
Washing away all my iniquities
The love that I have for you
Has no words to define it.
Like sweet honey
And the sweet aroma of a perfume is your Love is for me.
As my lungs still take breathe
Till my last breathe.
I will glorify your Name above all other.
I am all but whole,
But not alone.
Single but not lonely.
Forever falling in loving, with me.
In this season
Between birth & death.
A time frowned upon my
The young & the old.
That only come once in a life time.
Like sand of time in an hour glass.
Once gone never to return
I am single but never alone.
I am single but never lonely.
I find joy in the time I spend with self
Time to know who I am
Time to discover my purpose
Time to fulfill my destiny on earth.
Life is a gift
Most precious kind.
We only given one life to live
To be who I was created to be.
I am single but never alone
set free, made alive.
cage opened wide so
I could fly out the cage
like an eagle longing
to go home.
The sky is it’s home.
where it feels the wind
go through it body.
and the higher it soars
The more at home it feels
I flew to close to ground
while i was meant for the sky
My wings were clipped
by self condemnation.
But this little eagle was set
free and told to live life to
the fullest in freedom
I don’t have too
But I want too
My flesh is warn out
My feet ache
My eyes slowly closing the door
My heart faint
But still I will rise
I don’t have too
But I want too
For every time I fall
The more I learn how to raise up
As the sun fall and rises
Day in and day out.
So will I rise
Rise greater heights as the stars
And and break through limitations
To see you what is beyond the ceiling.
My fuel to my rocket ship is Love
And the foundation that hold me up
Is Love(God) itself.
I wrestle with what I can’t see
Every morning I find comfort in His promises.
For my flesh and spirit war in my being.
Believing in the mist of a battle field,
when my eyes lay witness of damage before me.
circumstances come surround me, going for the kill.
All I can stand on, is the promise of He above me.
His word withstands the sands of time.
At the point of my death,
the heavens open and heaven legion
of angles come to my rescue.
Faith looks simple but requires complete believe.
When you cant stand anymore and everything is not going according to Gods plan, God says still stand. still believe even when your believe becomes insanity to those around you. When your trusting God for something and all your standing on is his word that is hard. but the truth is Gd is faithful to fulfill His promises.
*”for you to believe in the impossible you need to know and trust the invisible God and have faith in him.”
- trusting does no come easy sometimes
1 Samuel 12:16
“Now then, stand still and see this great thing the LORD is about to do before your eyes!